Changes

I have come to the realization that all things are changing,
flowing,
going,
moving,
evolving,
trying,
dying... 
life is. 

As I try to capture it, as one does, it slips away... right thru my fingers... again. and again.

I have come to the realization that I have been grasping at this idea
​of the way things ought to be
for far too long.

For life is going to pass me by when I hold on this tight. 

Letting go and accepting just how everything.. is... is where I am at these days.

each day comes with practice and patience.
Each lucky moment I get the opportunity to ask myself
what it is that I want.
and then I get to answer..
hell yeses fill my world and it swallows me up with all its gooey ooey love vibes. 
It taste so so sweet... bathing in this stuff.

So let it be known, I am trying less
and doing more.

its not all gibberish ~ these days that are days just seemingly here to fill in the gaps.
every little bit matters.
every step back, every ah ha moment, every true breath of mindfulness
has its ways of resetting and giving me another chance
another chance for change. 
for its all an experiment of experiences anyways...

no more forcing it